Sleepless in Bucharest

Just spent a completely sleepless night. D'you know why? Coz I realised that 3 days ago, I've been here 7 months. That means I have only 6 months to go. That means that the time I have left is less than the time I've actually been here. That means I'm more than half way through my time in Romania, and I can't bear it. I just can't. What was all that about my destiny being here for sure etc etc...nothing seems to be enabling me to come back for good, nothing. Every idea I have backfires, every possibility becomes an impossibility. Sod bloody destiny. I know mine will be here eventually but how, how, how? Spent all night lying there trying to answer this question..and couldn't.

Answers on a postcard please.

Now got to go and teach with a face like a smacked bum and matchsticks propping my eyes open.

Comments

[Rebecca]

You got this far, and only a little over a year ago when we talked about it you didn't think you'd get this far!!! Anything can happen if you keep your eyes open!